Tuesday, November 13, 2007

blog for nov 12 to nov 14 till 10:30

10:00 Wow what a wonderful day it is but there's something that's not very wonderful...
I'm sick as always... It gives me a lot of trouble when i'm sick. Before i used to think
i just wish i can be sickly way back in highschool but nevertheless i want to be sick free
arrrgghhh... if only... I'm here in imus right now enjoying my own vacation that will
span for a couple of days. resting, going online, surfing the net and downloading my fave
tv series' (prison break n heroes hehehe) chit chatting with my sister and some of my friends
. yesterday i was happy to go online and found out a couple of my highschool friends where
online. Deray tagged me in the conference room and i'm so glad that i accepted it. hehehe bringing back those days when i was still young and happy (i'm still happy though im not that young anymore hehehe). and i one more thing. i would like to greet my dearly beloved friend
ms. sherrie dianne elizalde a happy birthday. may you have more birthdays to come. hehehe.
I also had a chit chat with my cousin, honey coz i saw her profile in friendster w/c sez
in a relationship i was surprised so i called her up and asked her if that was true and she
told me that's just a front shes using coz there's a lot of guys who wants to court her and
so it is. hehehe. hmmmm.. i had time txting wid some friends last night wid charice w/c
she told me that she misses me (i really think she needs help with something hehehe smallville?
antivirus? love? hehehe joke lng ate cha peace lapit na birthday nyan LIBRE) and who else
wid jade (she slept w/o making any gudnyt or replies) faith (she was sleepy hehehe) and
aizza (who also slept w/o any gudnyt or replies) lucky me... hehehe... So ryt now im blogging
without nothing to do. my mom calls me to drink some stuff for me to feel better. hehehe. brb.
Im back hehehe my mom gave me some meds to drink and to swallow. some of it was ok lng some was way off. hehehe... im going to watch na later prison break and heroes im just transfering it to my dad's flash drive. hehehe.. 10:29 na. hehehe.got to go...

Friday, November 09, 2007

my views...

my views...

since when did i have the right to say i want to say? my views are just my views it can be right and be wrong. i stand to be corrected and to be blamed from whatever i said w/c could or directly hurt you. Words are like double edged swords w/c cuts not only the eyes of the reader and slashes out their souls. I would like to ask sorry if i have hurted people with my views and would like to thank those i have helped with.

Thursday, November 08, 2007

absolute sadness

absolute sadness


ako naman babanat !!!

when you met your special someone would you like to be far from her?

would you allow yourself to be sad that she's gone? a great friend

of mine met his special someone a little bit too little too late.

They have known each other for a year and a half. he used to just

take her for granted (if i may say) she's just his ordinary friend that

he used to make fun sometimes (my observation hehehe). That girl who is

also a great friend of mine became my sister at school and we know that

she will likely leave us and transfer to another school somewhere

around ceu (hehehehe). and that boy also became my little brother. we

tease them about themselves sometimes but we didnt know that sooner

that guy fell for that girl. Soon that guy made everything and i mean

everything to make that girl happy but as planned that girl was set on

transferring to that school around ceu. (hehehe) so at first that guy

was ok lng with that. soon (this november) i felt something different

he became sad. and to tell you the truth it makes us all sad that she's

gone but that guy was way sadder than us. he told me that when he often

sees a place that became memorable for them he just stops at natutulala

and things just flash him by. i can feel his sadness and i think he

likes to see her and mybe that would stop those sad feelings he feels.

i make fun of him (me and my other room mate) but personally i had

those feelings way back. i always tell him "wag kang susuko kc d kita

susukuan" just to remind him not to fall down or fall back. i know he

can pass this absolute sadness. he's still there holding on. hehehe.

and that sister of mine, she still there somewhere. i HOPE they'll end

up with each other to make absolute happiness... (0-0) As for last

night he was smiling a little bit coz our ethics rocked our day hehehe

and someone rocked him too. whatever happened its a big secret. hehehe

I know he doesnt want to be helped out but last night i really thought

i should make a way to make him happy (and i hope i made him and that

girl happy din. hehehe) we should be happy... Finally Holding on into

something will take us nowhere we need a purpose to what we are holding

on so that makes us grip to that thing harder and firmer. kaya to that

guy tol whatever happens wag kng susuko kc d k nmin susukuan and to

that girl ingat ka dyan lagi and dont be sad were still here for you.

lapit lng ng aup at school mo. hehehe.. Sadness will always be

overpowered by happiness you just need to do it.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

depressed...

depressed...

i've been helping a lot of people and for that i'm happy but i felt this awkward feelings a few days back w/c made me think of things that made me sad and depressed. when was the last time i helped myself ?? maybe i've been too kind to others and not too kind to myself... mgulo noh?? hehehe.. anyweiz... ive been sad for a couple of days na din... i know why. but i jst cant release it out of me.hehehe hirap po kc... but i know its never really over... cguro its hard for you to understand, you cant relate hehehehe... ive been quiet and safe about myself... ako lng mkkaintindi ng mga writtings ko. hehehe.